UNDERSTAND
I'm looking at the floor I'm looking anywhere to try to put my head into a different place
I'm stopping it before before I think about the promise to myself that I'm about to break
Fall into daydreams inside these walls I must be out of my mind
Cos I don't even know you but all I do is think about your face
And I don't wanna call you but I wish I had your number just in case
And I never thought someone could shake me like you can
Some things weren't designed to understand
I hope you didn't see I hope you didn't notice, if you did I hope you looked away
I'll keep it all to me I'll keep on running cos it's only when I'm running that I feel safe
As I fall, I must be out of my mind
Cos I don't even know you but all I do is think about your face
And I don't wanna call you but I wish I had your number just in case
And I never thought someone could shake me like you can
Some things weren't designed to understand
TV shows and cars that won't slow down I should be looking for a chance but don't know how
Disillusion never let me down don't lose it now, don't lose it
I don't even know you but all I do is think about your face
And I don't wanna call you but I wish I had your number just in case
And I never thought someone could shake me like you can
Some things weren't designed to understand some things I will never understand
WHAT IF I STAY
Calling all my senses I can't see or taste or feel you anymore
And every day I'm calling on my inner strength to fight for something once worth fighting for
Maybe it's life in the real world maybe it's all been my fault
What if I go, what if I leave what if I show you how you're breaking me
And I know, whatever I say I'll still be thinking what if I stay
Staring at the stars I make a wish that I could travel back in time
I lie awake just looking at your face and I remember how you used to look at mine
Maybe it's life in the real world maybe it's all been your fault
What if I go, what if I leave what if I show you how you're breaking me
And I know, whatever I say I'll still be thinking what if I stay
What if I'm sorry what if I love you
What if I go, what if I leave what if I show you how you're breaking me
And I know, whatever I say I'll still be thinking what if I stay
PROTECTED
Do you spend your life hiding in the shadows terrified of letting down your guard
Do you fantasize of glorious tomorrows come alive you're perfect as you are
Careless lies will hurt you no more
Till the angels cry and the music dies you and I will be protected
Till this earth burns out and stops turning round I will keep you protected we're protected
Walk away from those who bring you sorrow take a chance I know you still believe
Letting go of everything you can't control open up the life you long to lead
Precious heart unlock the door
Till the angels cry and the music dies you and I will be protected
Till this earth burns out and stops turning round I will keep you protected
Every moment you're affected by a light so divine
From the darkness we're protected with the truth in our hearts we can shine
Till the angels cry and the music dies you and I will be protected
Till this earth burns out and stops turning round I will keep you protected
Till the angels cry and the music dies (I'll always love you)
You and I will be protected (I'll always love you)
Till this earth burns out and stops turning round (I'll always love you)
I will keep you protected we're protected
We're protected in this life we're protected
THIS TIME
I've been practicing all day now the words I meant to say are gone
I promised that I wouldn't cry told myself I had to try and hold on
The truth, I lied I hate myself inside and why I played the game and paid the price
I never look back I never cry, never try to wonder why
I'll be on my own and never doubt, never shout or wonder how
I'll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time this time I will
I've been wide awake all night there's no sign of sleep inside my mind
The headlight shadows scan my wall I convince myself you'll call in time
The truth, I lied the girl in me has died and why I played the game and paid the price
I never look back I never cry, never try to wonder why
I'll be on my own and never doubt, never shout or wonder how
I'll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time this time I will
This time I will be yours completely this time I'll make sure you don't hate me
This time I know, this time I can and this time I will
I never look back I never cry, never try to wonder why
I'll be on my own and never doubt, never shout or wonder how
I'll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time this time I will
I never look back I never cry, never try to wonder why
I'll be on my own and never doubt, never shout or wonder how
I'll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time this time I will
I've been practicing all day now the words I meant to say are gone
CAROLYNA
Just another girl with a dream in her heart
Wanna make a new start with a fire inside of her she had to go
She couldn't stay around, everybody let her down
Stole the light and the life and the child inside of her she's so alone
Running for the train take her far away
From everything she knows and the way they make her feel she leaves today
Never look back never lose track already strong
She's seen too much at seventeen the past will fade with the future that she craves
Carolyna, you travel so far
Trying to escape the pain, start again where you are
Carolyna, you keep following your star
Nobody said you're beautiful, you're beautiful the way you are
Finally you're free where you long to be
But it won't take long till hits reality the streets are cold
Big bad city gonna eat you up
Hard to survive, hard to keep your sanity still feeling low but she's never going home
Carolyna, you travel so far
Trying to escape the pain, start again where you are
Carolyna, you keep following your star
Nobody said you're beautiful, you're beautiful the way you are
(You're beautiful, you're beautiful - you're beautiful, you're beautiful)
(You're beautiful, you're beautiful - you're beautiful, you're beautiful)
She tries to rest all she needs is a warm caress all she wants is happiness
Carolyna, you travel so far
Trying to escape the pain, start again where you are
Carolyna, you keep following your star
Nobody said you're beautiful, you're beautiful the way you are
Carolyna, you travel so far (so beautiful the way you are)
Trying to escape the pain, start again where you are
Carolyna, you keep following your star (so beautiful the way you are)
Nobody said you're beautiful, you're beautiful the way you are (Carolyna)
FOREVER AGAIN
Sometimes I try, sometimes I don't
Sometimes the way I feel inside is gonna show you know we're all the same
I know you're tired, you try to talk
But you think I don't hear you anymore here it comes again
But sometimes you just take it too far
You can shoot me down and call me names scream until the neighbours all complain
I know you'll tell your friends it's all my fault and I will take the blame
But give me back forever again
Sometimes you try, sometimes you don't
Sometimes the way you feel inside is gonna show but some things never change
So walk away and count to ten
Say how you feel, don't say that again we'll find another way
Cos you don't have to take it so far
You can shoot me down and call me names scream until the neighbours all complain
I know you'll tell your friends it's all my fault and I will take the blame
But give me back forever again
If feels like I'm breathing under water it feels like I'm watching my whole world crash
And you can say you don't know if you love me but never that you never have
You can shoot me down and call me names scream until the neighbours all complain
I know you'll tell your friends it's all my fault and I will take the blame
But give me back forever again